Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Hillsong UNITED

I WAS HERE!!!!!
What an incredible night of worship!  I have never experienced anything like this. 
Daniel now needs a wireless guitar so he can jump around like a maniac!!! 
MANY gave their lives to Christ Monday night.  Praise the LORD!!!!
I love me some Hillsong UNITED!

Monday, March 7, 2011

He is jealous FOR me

He is jealous for me,


Loves like a hurricane, I am a tree,

Bending beneath the weight of his wind and mercy.

When all of a sudden,

I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by glory,

And I realize just how beautiful You are,

And how great Your affections are for me.



And oh, how He loves us so,

Oh how He loves us,

How He loves us all



Yeah, He loves us,

Whoa! how He loves us,

Whoa! how He loves us,

Whoa! how He loves.

Yeah, He loves us,

Whoa! how He loves us,

Whoa! how He loves us,

Whoa! how He loves.



We are His portion and He is our prize,

Drawn to redemption by the grace in His eyes,

If grace is an ocean, we're all sinking.

So Heaven meets earth like a sloppy wet kiss,

And my heart turns violently inside of my chest,

I don't have time to maintain these regrets,

When I think about, the way...



He loves us,

Oh how He loves us,

Oh how He loves us,

Oh how He loves.

Yeah, He loves us,

Oh how He loves us,

Oh how He loves us,

Oh how He loves.


~David Crowder Band

Monday, February 14, 2011

Josh

Hey everybody!
Just wanted to give you some information on Josh!  He made it to the Phillipines safe and sound.  Follow him on his journey during the next 3 months! 

http://1corinthians-1031.blogspot.com/

Much love to you all!
Happy Valentine's Day!!
~Jamie

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Who am I?

I'm a pastor's wife (Heaven help me!), a pastor's kid's mom (Heaven help Brayden), hopefully a friend to many, a teacher, a lover of chocolate, etc.....but this morning a sweet friend of mine sent me a text that said, "What good thing did God tell you in His word this morning?" which reminded me I am a child of God.

This morning started out really crappy.  I overslept (woke up at 7:02am) and dashed around the house like a mad woman (poor Daniel) to pull the mess of myself together to get out the door.  I got to school just in the knick of time.  (Praise the Lord!)  My students were working on an activity that did not require my immediate assistance , so I went over to my desk and grabbed my Bible.  Beth Moore's "David" directed me to 1 Samuel 15:12 - 29.  I was fighting back tears as I read of Saul's disobedience to God's clear instruction. 

How often do I do what I want to do and then say it was God's plan?  In the world's eyes, I may seem like I have it together.  (Those who really know me understand that that is totally not true! haha!)  But what is God's opinion of me and my service?  That is where my true focus should lie.  Have I sought Him out in big AND little decisions? Saul made excuses for his disobedience to try and find favor in the sight of his kingdom.  He was Israel's choice for king, afterall.  He wanted to keep their approval ratings high.  But what we may find "pleasing" here on earth is very rarely pleasing to God, I'm afraid.  There's no other way to say it other than he did not 100% follow through with God's plan.

99.9999999999....% obedience is not full obedience.  Afterall...giving should be a response to what He has already done for us.  Whether its of time, money (God only requires 10%), or whatever......   I'm telling you what right now....the Lord has done great things in my life.  He has delivered me from some dark places & seasons.  I am disgusted with myself for not allowing my response to be overflowing with joy for others to ask "What is different about you?"- He has done great things!  I should not be ashamed because His blood covered my sins.  I am joyful this morning to be a child of God.  I am worshiping Him this morning.  (fyi - Worship doesn't have to be through song!)  Worship is an attitude.

I know it's been a while since I've blogged, but this morning (although it had a crappy start) was made a LOT brighter through God's word all because a dear sweet friend of mine encouraged me to get into it!

Have a day full of Worship!!!

Thursday, September 23, 2010

365 days will change your life

As the seasons begin to change (at least as the title of the season changes) I'm reflecting on the last season of our life in the Stewart household:

Summer:
a nice time away from work to spend with my sweet baby.  I spent a lot of time thinking about how the summer before I had no idea how my life was going to change.  It was much easier to get out of the house and run to Walmart, the grocery store, go shopping, etc.  But it has all been worth it.  Brayden's wild hair - his sweet smile - his sweet words - all of it I would never change for anything. 

We took Brayden on his first birthday to have pictures made.  Check them out - they are adorable!!! 

Yes, we're training him right!!!  My beautiful Georgia baby!!!






One of my favorites!!!!

Down, set, hut!!!!

"Daaaaaaaa!"



B is for Brayden!

Silly boy!

So many blessings! 
It's amazing how life changes in 365 days.


Unfortunately, summer is over and we're back to the grind...school is back in full swing.  (7 weeks worth)  My students are wonderful - for the most part - and I'm enjoying my job.  Everyone has their days where they have a bad day.  This year I have far fewer bad days.  That is a blessing.

Hope you have a great day!!!

Monday, August 23, 2010

Yeah....It's been a while!

A lot has definitely happened since I posted last.  I would definitely say that my blog is not something that I make a priority, but it's definitely fun.  Roxanne makes it fun for me to do because her's is so much fun to read!!!  Her blog posts more pictures of my sweet baby than I post myself. haha

So, here's a little catch up:
Hanging out with Grandaddy (my daddy) on May 8




Brayden's Baby Dedication (Mother's Day 2010)

Yes, he slept through pretty much the entire thing....then was startled when everyone started clapping at the end of the dedication. 



Walking with Mommy & Daddy on May 25:


Sunday, August 22
 



I will put more up later....He's growing so much!!!

Hope you're having a great day!!!

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Never Too Old to want my Daddy....

We have definitely had one of THOSE weeks.  The Stewart household has been insane to say the least...

This past weekend was our last week of this season's Upward, then Sunday night we had a Low Country Boil at church.  In the words of Rachael Ray "YUMM-O!" It was definitely delicious.  We got home and began settling in for the night and as I was giving Brayden is last bottle of the night it began to come back up....not just the bottle, but what seemed to be everything he ate that day.  It was coming out of his nose.  Needless to say I was terrified--especially when he started screaming.  I mean, really, I would scream too if this was happening to me! Daniel came back to our bedroom to find a horrible mess on our bed.  We had to clean Brayden up, clean me up and our bed.  We just decided to blow up the air mattress to sleep on because we only have 1 set of queen sheets.  I was terrified to go to sleep Sunday night because this has never happened before.  Brayden is a reflux/spit-up baby, but this was TOTALLY different.

Monday, I went on to work because Becky is so good to me and is so willing to watch Brayden--even when he's sick.  She probably should have said no condering the rest of the weeks events.....haha!  That night we had our Upward Awards Ceremony/Program that everyone really seemed to enjoy! On my way to the church (Brayden still with Becky), I called Brayden's pediatrician to see what we needed to do because we thought he had a virus of some sort.  And that he had.  We decided on pedialyte for a day or so until he seemed better.  Afterwards, Daniel, another man whose an integral part of our church body & Upward, and myself took the three guests who came to perform at the program out to eat  at Applebee's.  I called to check on Brayden and low and behold Becky's sweet little girl got it....I went to Walmart and got both of us pedialyte.  So, I called in to take Tuesday off of work.  I wanted to be with my sweet baby and I didn't want Brayden to give it to any more of the Schulze household. 

Then.....2am hit.  And it hit me hard.  I knew I didn't feel well, but I thought maybe I could sleep it off.  There was no sleeping that off at all.  I was sick from 2am until 9am or so.  It doesn't matter how old I get I still want my daddy when I'm sick.  Daniel had to stay home from work to take care of me and Brayden on Tuesday.  I slept all day, so he didn't have that much to do for me, but still.  Then, on top of that, Daniel's dad came to visit us all the way from Virginia with a friend & her little boy.  I slept the majority of the time they were here.  I felt horrible that I missed that time with them.  Then it happened to Brayden....AGAIN.  Poor, poor baby.  He just couldn't keep it down.  And he screamed and screamed.  My heart hurt so badly for him.

Wednesday, I went to work a little weaker than normal but we were all planning on all trying to get back into our routine.  Texting back and forth with Becky Wednesday morning I learned that her oldest had gotten sick.  So I asked Daniel to stay home with Brayden til I could get there.  I came home at lunch so he could get his work done.  On my way home, I found out Andy (Becky's husband, our pastor) was sick.  REALLY?  My gosh this is spreading so fast!!!!  Thank goodness Becky nor Daniel have gotten it yet.  I pray they don't!!!!!!

Today, I sit here at home again with my sweet baby.  We are struggling to get him to drink his milk or even pedialyte for that matter.  We are inching back in slowly with the milk, but it is making me nervous that he slaps it away every time he needs to drink it.  I don't want him to end up in the hospital.  Please pray that he will get his appetite back!!!  Those who know my baby knows he has an appetite and loves to eat!!!  

Yet, Brayden smiles through his pain and for that I am thankful.....it's a sweet reminder that even though I put Christ through the pain on the cross, he still loves me and will smile on me with  his grace & mercy. 

I am truly blessed.

P.S. -- I am getting something positive out of being sick, though!!!  I have lost 5 pounds in 2 days!!!  I'm only 2 pounds away from my pre-pregnancy weight!!!!!!!!!